Even Iceland. I choose to dedicate four months of this dream like sequence to return to 1999 and confine myself in a small room lit only by the ambient lights of candles and CPU/GPU fans.
I choose to sleep during the days, and awaken truly only at night time.
I choose to do that in a house in an abandonded area of Attica. My all time companions as a hermit, beer, coca cola, music and movies. Of course, the internet. The greatest videogame .
I don't need to abide to your rules, the rules of this corrupt , failed society. I do not need to meet with relatives, I have no brothers, sisters , parents. I have only my trusted computer, with which I traverse the lands of the binary realm, and the dusk. These things, along with the wind of the twilight, are my eternal companions. And it is with these that I enter the realm of Apostasy, the great getting away of this obligatory existence. Why is suicide such a great taboo? It is up to me if I should choose to keep on with this pathetic life that was bestowed upon me.
I cannot get away from these people, these fatherly figures, these must not's .
As I laid the rope through my neck, a little note was seen on my neatly cleaned desk, beside the laptop.
"Αυτό είναι έκσταση" - This is bliss.
And it is, returning to the universe as energy, returning to this amazing state of complete nothingness. As I soar through the spotless continuum of space and time, my feet feel numb, my hands are wings, and I become a soul. An unprecedented reality has dawned , and it is myself: I finally exist. As I truly wish to be, and in my final hour, I love and praise the universe, for its astounding serenity and chaos.
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Woah... That was a truly amazing read! That was so profound, I enjoyed every single word dude! Good job! This is a favourite now.
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